So the Jersey Pride parade was loads of shits and giggles. I met tons of beautiful women and got to spend the day with most of my long lost lesbian lady friends. Good times. Got a bit sunburned though. It is ok though, Im puerto rican, the first tan of the year is always drastic ( Read more... )

Tonight was Delightful. Joey, Joe and I took a trip into the city. We went to go see Feeling Left Out...rather Joe...the solo lead singer, being that Bill left because his girlfrined seems to be a possessive self-obsessed psychopath. Lovely. So we went to see him sing his lil heart out @ this quaint asian cafe' called "The Village Ma." Very ( Read more... )

Well, I had a lovely Sunday Memorial Day. My friends Joe, Joey and Liz came up from the Island to Visit me. As well as my LP friends Tommy and His gf Kiersten ( Read more... )

Consumed by this awfully dreadfull head cold that is deteriorating my lungs. Cant smell a thing, Can barly taste. I smoked again tonight. Not fun this time, Smoked too much...Realized that I dont want to admit my sexuality. Ryan just told me its bc I want the easy way out. I dont want to have to worry about finding that someone. Finding her. I ( Read more... )

I presently need to dash to the bathroom to ya...my subject title. I feel like speaking my mind. Being that...I just smoked a bowl with 3 of my great friends...Ryan, Joey & Liz heh. =) I feel nice. Now were watching buffy...Ill be going to my room in a min to go read. I would rather read. How odd ehh? I guess i suprise people when I now tell ( Read more... )

I just drank a Medium French Vanilla coffee' Light and Svveet from DnD @ 11:46 P.M. I wil read vast quantities of words tonight. Good...I need to be moved dammit.

Oh ya...I went blading with my old Ag blades. Good times. Good Workout. Will get think. A.S.A.P. =)

So it turns out that the vast majority of the colleagues that I work with, know about my sexuality. I mention one emotional issue of the past and both Sabrina and Ken (Historian of CW POST and Extremly flaming) asked me who the girl was...what is her name. I couldnt believe it. I mean, i assume most of them are pretty understanding. But due to ( Read more... )

Having time to actually accomplish imperative necessitie, relieves so much agrivation. Being that I no longer have to deal with incessant dramatic B.S., I have time to worry about my hopes and dreams ( Read more... )

I'm afraid I won't find her...I'm afraid that I will be easily swayed ( Read more... )

I'm Very Sexually Frustrated. Tonight I decided to attempt to breath, change up my environment a bit and go make frineds in my dorm. I hung out with this 7ft. tall Malado boi named Stephan, oat is on the Football team. He introduced me to all of his bois, and this one girl named Jess. She did nothing but stare @ me in a daze, kinda odd, but it ( Read more... )