i'm sitting here listening to name taken and further seems forever. i haven't listened to either of them in forever. it's wonderful, they're wonderful
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i feel exactly what you vented about. i wish size 6 wasn't considered the ideal size...im not fat, but im curvy so im always looking at other ppl and constantly comparing myself to them, and most of the time putting myself down because i don't feel like i meet up to anyones standards! but ive just realized if i'm happy with myself then thats all i need. i eat healthy, ill have that chocolate if i want it, and i do yoga or pilates..thats enough for me. ive had a really rough time with myself since college. in high school i was constantly playing soccer, always running and my coach was an ass and always told me that i was fat and made the team lose, because in his words "you are the best player on this team, and i know if you can take it so can everyone else who looks up to you on this team" so you know i was completely disgusted by him..that by my last soccer game, my senior year i stopped playing all together. i had my offers to play in college but i didn't want to deal with another coach. so we all have our reasons for feeling
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Re: krink i love yaitzkristenJuly 13 2004, 13:21:35 UTC
i hear ya. i was psycho about things in high school but when i got to college, especially my first semester, i really didn't care. i was in orlando and ucf, being ucf, had wendy's, subway, sbarro, a resturant, an ice cream place, and mrs. fields cookies in the union. every damn day i ate and ate and ate, lol. and then, i don't know, i just kind of snapped at the end of this past semester and went right back to the way i was with counting every single calorie and blah, it's annoying.
ooh, i love pilates!! i have a yoga dvd, too, but my body doesn't really bend in some of the ways that they want it to, hahahaha.
ya know what...riana needs a livejournal. then we can make a SPERMstreet community for the three of us and be cool like that...hahaha.
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ooh, i love pilates!! i have a yoga dvd, too, but my body doesn't really bend in some of the ways that they want it to, hahahaha.
ya know what...riana needs a livejournal. then we can make a SPERMstreet community for the three of us and be cool like that...hahaha.
wrote alot..i'm shutting up.
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