i'm renewing my last post...

I'm sitting here in my living room. I've been trying so hard to be a strong person, someone who is so confident in themselves much like many of my friends. I'm starting to get really bad at hiding it. I'm really bad at letting my wall down and telling people what's wrong. If I tell you "I'm tired" and I look kind pissed that's a tell tale excuse ( Read more... )

Appearance ( Read more... )

I'll never be loved ( Read more... )

if you don't wanna talk to me
just say it to my face
making me try this hard
is just a big disgrace!

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me ( Read more... )

Well the past few weeks have been a bit trying for me. If you even remotely know me you might have been able to tell. Basically I felt and still feel to a certain extent abandoned. It feels like people I used to hang out with don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. They say not to make people a priority if they only make you an option. I ( Read more... )

Overall, the last few weeks have been interesting, dare I say it exciting. I've pretty much been on a rollercoaster of emotion, but for good reason. It was wierd to be talking to my mom last weekend and have her say "wow you sound really happy". I never talk to her about how I'm feeling, or many people for that matter. So it's wierd for her to ( Read more... )

*Update in my life ( Read more... )

1::Name:: Seth ( Read more... )