if life does just END, then i will die knowing i have found my soul mate. maybe that is what will make it all that much better. i completely agree with you. we need to enjoy life now. that is all we have. maybe for us we have our "after life," our "heaven" now unlike other people who think they begin living when they are dead. they wait for death acting like they need this "life" to prove they can follow some silly set of rules when they have this life NOW to make it their own. i am thoroughly thankful that i met you and let you show me how wonderful i could make this life. i do not know what i would do without you. perhaps i would have drifted away and, in a sense, let everything go. if there is one thing i have learned from you is not to fear death. i make this life the way i believe i should live it and make memories that will live on. i am happy that i know you casey.
you are so special to me! and i know even though this year will drag by it will be worth it in the end. i love you.
aww we ARE soul mates! i honestly believe that we were bound to be drastic influences on eachother's lives. and i'm sooo thankful for it. right now i whole-heartedly think that after this life, that's it. and how should we KNOW otherwise? faith? faith in WHAT? i don't understand religion at all. i mean, humans belief in a divine power is understandable when there is no other logical explanation for the acts of nature. not to get way off on the religion tangent, as you know i could sit here and write you a novel on it. if we didn't know eachother, i feel that there would just be that emptiness residing somewhere deep in the back of our minds. like the emptiness that i never knew had been there the last few months. i'm so glad i could teach you that. even if we were worst enemies, i would be sooooo glad that i'd have taught you that. death is a natural occurance. when our time is up, when our subconscious decides we've reached a pleasant dead-end, we will then cease to exsist. though i believe we will live on through the thoughts and
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I LOVE YOU MORE!easy_to_loveJuly 16 2004, 13:39:55 UTC
I LOVE YOU MORE MY CASEY BEAR!!! RIDE THE WAVE OF LIFE!..try to live to the fullest because you are an AWSOME BEAUTIFUL PERSON!..YOU ARE A FREAKIN GENIOUS LIKE ME!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
You told me to comment.letssaystopJuly 17 2004, 19:22:00 UTC
And so, here I am, commenting. What I'm supposed to say is beyond me, though. How do I comment on something...I'm not part of? Yes, well, I can see you telling me to comment on your journal if you said something to the effect of "I went to the store today and a man put a gun to my head and told me to give him my gum and loose change". I would comment on that, certainly. But...ergh, I might regret saying this...how do you suppose I comment on your thoughts, when all your thoughts focus on is another person?
Eh, it's alright. I understand. I'm not cool because I don't use "therefore" or "vatiquated" every other word. I try to sound smart, but I do it in a way people understand what I'm saying.
Sorry for being a smartass.
I shall bid thee farewell to go upon vatiquating myself in the larcenous rivers of the deep intellect of the clergy and thy ancestors.
hey dude. just because i'm not writing in this to you or about you doesnt mean you have to just not care. i mean, hell you don't have to comment, you don't even have to read this shit. the only thing up there that was not about me was the last few sentences. so the majority of my thoughts focus on me in this entry.
i don't understand you sometimes. i mean, it's like when i think me and you are chill, i do something, whether consciously or not, that just makes you feel the need to treat me like shit. i'm tired of this rollercoaster ride of a relationship that you and i seem to be stuck on.
if you have beef with me, call me up and bitch to me. don't just treat me like this and then not discuss it with me in a mature adult way. that generally just pisses me off.
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you are so special to me! and i know even though this year will drag by it will be worth it in the end. i love you.
erica
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well i dont know how to make my text all huge but....
♥♥♥I LOVE YOU TOO♥♥♥
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I LOVE YOU!!!!
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you're a fucking sweetheart
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Eh, it's alright. I understand. I'm not cool because I don't use "therefore" or "vatiquated" every other word. I try to sound smart, but I do it in a way people understand what I'm saying.
Sorry for being a smartass.
I shall bid thee farewell to go upon vatiquating myself in the larcenous rivers of the deep intellect of the clergy and thy ancestors.
later dude
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i don't understand you sometimes. i mean, it's like when i think me and you are chill, i do something, whether consciously or not, that just makes you feel the need to treat me like shit. i'm tired of this rollercoaster ride of a relationship that you and i seem to be stuck on.
if you have beef with me, call me up and bitch to me. don't just treat me like this and then not discuss it with me in a mature adult way. that generally just pisses me off.
sorry i'm such a fucking horrible person.
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haha
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WHAT THE FUCK?!
dude. i love you. it's times like these when i just wanna hug you until your head pops off your neck and rolls down the street.
<3
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you're definately welcome, new friend.
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