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this routine seems to be all i have left.
i welcome the responsibility.
whatever it takes to stop thinking,
and to begin moving on from this.

the west coast is calling me.

everything's falling apart
& slamming doors doesn't seem to ease the pain,
not anymore.
try so hard to meet these lines
give it up to see a smile...
in the end, nothing.

it's so difficult to make it work,
easier to make it hurt.

break.frail.understood.
crash&burn.never could.


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i've been finding it less & less meaningful to focus on all the shortcomings in life. i know that it may make me seem insensitive, selfish, unkind; but i'm beginning to not mind that so much. it seems that everyone ends up feeling dissatisfied regardless of what anyone else says or does. we, as humans, are constantly being disappointed & ( Read more... )

back to cleaning up,
to tidying & making room.
"make it look spacious."
so they can envision their stuff in place of ours,
so they can see themselves living here.

we're hiding ourselves.

it's all okay. it's cheap, see:
this has never been home to me.

very soon it will be looming, empty.

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colorgenics.comYou seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to ( Read more... )

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Your Seduction Style: The Dandy


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