You would think by now I would have learned that the answer you seek doesn't always present itself. For months I have been wasting my time just thinking if I 'let things take their course' I will figure out what I really want. More like, I was hoping something disastrous would happen and work itself out accordingly. Well it's been months, and I ( Read more... )

Like, yeah and stuff...

Woot mofugga.

Woot mofugga!

I'm getting shoved into the deep pit of doubt and dissatisfying brain waves.
Where I will fall I shall not know.
I'm getting cut short and my feelings shall falter.
Don't push me too hard, or it will be the end.

I am not your savior.
I don't want your responsibility.

If you believe you're dumb, that very belief will make you dumb.

You know, I used to think I was mentally insane... that I thought too hard about things. My ability to zone out has derrived from my constant questioning of myself and other people. When I'm zoning, I'm manipulating situations in my brain. Analyzing a structure of something, down to it's core. Why are we the way we are? Why does everything ( Read more... )

You have an idea?
How will this benefit me?
Of course.
Right.
I do what I must.
By any means necessary.
You call on me?
Vanquish the weak.
Wake up, time to die.
Don't waste my time.
Stay out of my way.
I have returned.

OWNAGE!

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I don't like that look... can we like... never ever use that look again?

Wow, I practically forgot I had a livejournal for a moment there. Things have been so... I don't know. I haven't really been on the computer much ( Read more... )

The direction is there, but I still feel a lack there of.
At least I have someone here who continuously makes me smile.
It's the only reminder I have not to take things too seriously.
To be happy.

When I smile now, it's genuine.

PS I love vodka. haha.

IHOP: International House of PLEASURE.

That's what I'm going to start telling ppl. :D