what can i say...

im just not a happy camper.

you can deny it all you want....

I know somethings wrong.

well well well...
im going to see yet ANOTHER, ytm show tonight.
how many does this make??

A BAZILLION.

its cause they are my favorite. haha. and its not JUST because my boyfriend is the drummer. i went to their shows before we started dating.

im very proud of them actually. sarah is helping them out a bunch! shes not as bad as i made her out to ( Read more... )

bought a polaroid.
periced my monroe.
finally got the nerve to tell someone i missed them!!!
going to church.
(.pray for my grandma all.)
watching "40 year old virgin" when i get home.
I LOVE LIZ!
life is grand.

good past couple of days....

with a ton of bad news.

i had the worst dream ever last night.
and the images wont go away.

even though i know youre coming..
i feel so alone.

i pulled 42 hours this week.
it was just about crazy.

everything is peachy keen.

so i guess you can tell that i have just pretty much been working ALOT.

cleaning alot too.
and things have been good at home.
everything is pretty.

me and alec are wonderful.
i love him BERRY much.
and jenny and liz, and everyone.

i want to see more people more often ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

well christmas went over ok.
only cried twice.
alec: i love you very much. thanks for taking the phone when i was at my breaking point. you are the best thing to happen to me this christmas and i love you more then life for that.

liz: thank you for being the bestest little sister in the entire world! yeah thats right. I LOVE YOU.

everyone: merry ( Read more... )