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so yet again every single thing i try for and get excited for falls through. am i that bad of a person that god cant give me any breaks? I dont drink, smoke, or have sex. I dont lie i dont cheat i dont steal, i volunteer at a nursing home, i go to church almost every week and i work hard to be a good person. i guess im not good enough. ever. no matter what i do.
In the past month I have:
Not made peerleader, which i worked non stop for, for 3 years.
Not made honor roll.. which i also have worked my ass off for
Not asked to join any honors classes
Not Qualified for Honors Society
Not made Dancesation Dancers, even though i have been dancing forever and i am a senior now.
Lost My Class Ring.
Gotten my license...then gotten a very large scratch on the bottem of my new car.
Been turned down for a job that i was promised.
Told i was meeting George Bush. Then told i wasnt yet again after i already spent a HELL of alot of money on an outfit. yet i can still meet cheny. oh what i have always wanted.
Relized that 1/2 of my friends dont like me for reasons unknown.
Got in fights with 2 of my best friends and relized they dont like me like they used to any more.
Its the 1st day off summer, Yippe do da day. now i get to sit on my ass for 2 months straight. because if i dont pick up the phone and call people to go out they are sure as hell not gonna call me. so 1st day of summer and what am i doing today? Working out, & going 2 barnes and nobel to get books to read. just what i want out of my summer. Oh yeah but supposively we r renting a villa (what the hell is a villa?) down the shore. i dont want to. last year down the shore sucked and its not like i have ne 1 to go with me. i think im just gonna stay here.
I guess ill go take a shower now. bye.
yesturday i went to the pool with kristin, i got really burnt. then we went back 2 her house ate lala came, had a waterballoon fight, played capture the flag, sat in the grass and talked and then watched breakfast club