I am frustrated to the point where i just want to cry because i cant do anything else. I cant scream or yell or even laugh. Im not crying though. We had our third hs practice today. Its going to be a long season. The first day was ok, the second day wasn't too bad, and then there was today. I dont even want to write about it on here its too ( Read more... )

2 finals out of the way. got my face burned helping w/ track and field, went to practice (dont know how they can expect to even have a chance when we barely have enough show up at practice to form a team). went to scheels for some stuff then came home went up to the blue devils/panthers. Got made fun of by Shane oh well whats new haha he makes fun ( Read more... )

Well thought I would give a short update on my life... Life's ok.. cant complain too much. ok so.. i really dont know what to say (said it would be short) actually i forgot what i was going to update about. Well I do remember one thing.. my birthday is in a week from today.. nick left yesterday that was pretty sad but what can i do ill see him in a ( Read more... )

Wow havent updated this baby in a while. Oh well dont really feel like it anyway!
Love always~Me

I hate school and I have a bad attitude about it and I know and thats not good. I am a little sore right now.. Got hit in 2 times tonight at practice. 1st one Jenna hit a line drive back at my shin (dont think that ones going to bruise cause it was red and its not so much anymore) 2nd time I was batting and Abby hit me I tried to move out of the ( Read more... )

Well no school today that was pretty sweet. Got up this morning and babysat natalee and sydney lane. I love those girls. Then I went out to sport mart and scheel's to get shorts and stuff for my game. Oh the game.. it was a long one, it was going great til we let a couple of E's get us down. We just couldn't pull out of it. I started not feeling ( Read more... )

Its makes me sick to look back at pictures and remember that friendships that I had. I dont know how it happened but many of the are gone or changed dramatically. People that were my best friends are now just acquaintances, and some less than that. I just wish I knew what happened between us. Things change. Whoever said change is good lies! Well I ( Read more... )

Added a user pic. Dont make fun. Its a goofy pic. I have alot of weird pix from that day.

Spring break has come and almost passed. It went by too fast. But it was an enjoyable, much needed break. I think I am getting sick though.. :( Oh well. I actually did stuff w/ friends this break ( Read more... )

I am sorry if I made anyone worry with my last post. Please don't worry about me. I am just upset right now. I upset with myself. I'm just feeling so many things and I dont know what to do with myself. See that is my problem. I am trying to figure things out myself. I am trying to do everything on my own, and I can't. I am feeling lonely (which I ( Read more... )