this is really personal but whatev.

[ivegotagun]

when you hear about two people being very much in love you are happy for them. but above that, you are jealous. or atleast i am. for instance, hearing about something so and so did last weekend with their significant other. i am saying "oh i'm so happy for you, you guys are so perfect etc etc" but honestly i am thinking about how much i detest

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[everybody_bops]

i know how you feel when people talk about their s.o. but then again im happy they have found someone. buti agree with you completely. <3

[ivegotagun]

hahaha shush <3

[krazednconfused]

life was easier at six when skinned knees hurt more than broken hearts.

<3 i hear ya, mega. but i know we've talked about this before. and i feel...i don't know. i feel a kind of peace about it now...

..even though i'm writing short stories just to kill off fictitious happy couples. teehee

but regardless. mega, you're a wonderful Sister- i'm absolutely sure God has a great guy planned for you.

but of course, the prob here is impatience..don't worry, i have it too. i want ot be married sooooo badlyyyy, and be a daddy sooooo badlyyyyy, but both God and myself know that i'm just not ready yet.

<3<3!!

God bless you, little one.

-brent

[spazzorcist]

I hope you know how encouraging your posts are to me and I hope some of my experience can be helpful to you. Here is goes:

I've always wanted what you are talking about. I've been very impatient about girls. And in the end it came down to me wanting to be a kid again. I was with the same girl for 6 years (on and off, but mostly on)... At the start of our relationship, I was 14 and she was 13. I grew up believing that we would get married and a few months ago it finally fell apart. I guess it had fallen apart a long time before that, but I held on to what I wanted and not what God had for me.

Focus on him and everything he has for you will be given to you in his time.

[ivegotagun]

impatience is terrible. i have such a big problem with it. but now i feel kind of at peace about everything, because i've started to actually take the time to realize that Gods plan is bigger and better than mine, and he knows whats down the road for me, and what is good for me, and when. i'm sorry you had problems with that girl. as much as no one wants to see it happen, i think its kind of a given that thats what happens atleast once growing up. it sucks. i'm glad we both have a God thats so powerful and wise. thank you for the advice. i'm glad you read what i have to say.

[spazzorcist]

thats good to hear that what I went through wasn't in vein. I am learning from it and I am using my experience to help other people through hard times.

Anyway, what are you worried about? Were getting married right?

[ivegotagun]

hahaha silly

[witherxaway]

that's exactly how i felt :(
However i feel that God has people wait to prepare them to be better people for the person they will be with.
I mean there are tons of people out there who bring in all their baggage and crap and haven't dealt with stuff they need to deal with before being in a serious relationship.. or any relationship for that matter.
Just look at it as time that God is preparing you to be the woman for your husband and vice versa.

[ivegotagun]

my thoughts exactly

Not Brendan

[anonymous]

MEGAN! I drive near your house so much because my friend Mike lives on the street right before yours but he says he doesn't know who you are. and you must go to my show on january 25th. <3

Not Brendan

[anonymous]

January 25th in my language is January 24th in english, the show is on January 24th.

Re: Not Brendan

[ivegotagun]

haha okay where is it? come visit me somedaaaay!!! i don't know if i know your friend either.