I'm starting to scare myself again, and I am starting to think that I do need help, but I'm not quite sure of anything right now. No matter what I do, or what happens to me I am not happy, and when I am happy, or atleast think I am, I want to be sad, I don't know what is wrong with me, but i know there is something, people arent supposed to feel ( Read more... )

im tired, and i want to sleep but i dont wanna, w/e im not going to right now, i have alot to think about...

idk, im confused and i dont know about what, tennis tryouts tonight, im excited, and yes i changed my mind once again..im really bad at sticking to one decision..blah, so this weekend umm..friday i went to lisas then to liz's dance party, then slept over lisas, then on saturday we went semi dress shopping, i love my dress and hers is so cute, then ( Read more... )

Soo, Friday i got off groundation early,went to school, then practice, then went to liz's for a kickin' dance party...it was wicked sweet..me, liz, lisa, gary and kp..orr ostrich, penquin, flamingo, brown bird and gary the bird club man, whichever you prefer, well we watched the notebook, not really though, we took random pictures, and had our ( Read more... )

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Do you know my vice
and how to get under my skin
just what i like
and where i want you to begin
do you know my middle name
and where i'm sensitive the most
that each night i pray
and do you think i fit that mold
do you know

cuz i'm not here to be around
and be that girl that you forget about
cuz all i want is just to be a song
that you can feel longer than ( Read more... )

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember, And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together, And if you don't believe me you never really knew us, You never really knew. Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around.

( Do it please? )

soo i'm grounded for two weeks, won't be on for a while...I have never been grounded before this is weird..ugh don't even ask why I am grounded becuase i'm not telling any one.

Ugh, this vacation sucks wicked hard, i hate it, i have seiously done like nothing. Today and yesterday i came home from practice/scrimmage, and slept until like three and then just went online and stuff. I hate it. I wish my life wasn't so god damn boring. Manda was supposed to sleep over tonight but that didn't happen..I might go down to Torrey's ( Read more... )