I am too shy to start a party...
I am the most scared person I know...
I am not arrogant, I'm insecure...
I possess no courage...
But some of it is true... hehehehe

Best week EVER ( Read more... )

God, I never freaking update this anymore cuz again... I got a myspace... it's outta control!!! I spend more time checking on that than updating here... I need to get it together... Livejournal- nonaddictive, myspace.com- outta my control ( Read more... )

I can't even believe it... the BIGGEST nerd I've ever seen-- complete with a rollaway back pack and everything just tried to intimidate me. I didn't think it was possible... seriously BIGGEST NERD EVER. And, he told me that he had been waiting for a computer longer than me (big lie and I wanna go sock him in the face cuz I'm just that kind of ( Read more... )

I might be having the worst week ever ( Read more... )

Basically... I feel like shit. I feel like everyone in my life is shit and that sux. I just don't understand why anyone who loves you so much would hurt you as much as I am hurting right now...

God this sux.

God grant me the courage to get through this, the heart to know whats right, and the strength to carry through my convictions... this is

No, drive a piece of shit, and MAYBE!!! Just kidding, I'm not like that... everyone out there should know that. I hope I mean you know that ( Read more... )

Tonight was Buddy's big night for his going away party. One thing made me super glum, Norman was not there. I half thought she wouldn't be there, but I was still disappointed. I really miss the friendship we had before shit went down. Anyways, Sara was there and she is so maternal. Women are supposed to be their prettiest when they are ( Read more... )

I adore Jimmy but no... Jell is not my enemy... personal vendetta or whatever not gonna say anything...