I leave today for the Bahamas and I'm absolutely miserable. I have no job, no money, no nothing. I seem to remember a little trip to Oregon a few years back where my mom paid for everything for my sister, however she won't do the same for me. It's not my fucking problem that all of MY child support went to protecting her retard daughter. When I ( Read more... )

AND I WONDER HOW I BOUGHT ALL YOUR LIES... YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD TREAT ME RIGHT BUT YOU WERE JUST A WASTE OF TIME ( Read more... )

Tomorrow its off to Grandmother's House we go... that is, my sister and I. Hopefully this time we save ourselves time and don't get lost in the middle of down town LA and we don't do any off-roading... that would be nice. Anyways, so that is the plan. I just want two days with my grandmother whom I love with all my heart and I'm deathly afraid ( Read more... )

So basically this is what's going on ( Read more... )

As this world keeps on spinning around on this marry-go-round in search of the truth ( Read more... )

Today I finally got my Sarah back... yes, I know it has only been 3 days of not hearing from my dear dear friend, BUT I MISSED HER OKAY! It's hard not hearing back from a really good friend that you have called a million times. Tomorrow we have a dinner date to sit down and talk about everything. I was really worried about her and I'm really ( Read more... )

I know this is a big shocker, but THINGS WITH AMR ARE AMAZING. Things honestly have never been this good, but they are great. I love him. We used to have communication problems but I'm going to blame that on the fact that before we didn't hang out a lot and if we did hang out a lot, it was never one on one. Now its just him and I all the time ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm sure I just updated not too long ago, but I feel like so much has happened ( Read more... )

I don't have much time to update, but I thought I would anyways. Things with me are so-so. I can't figure out why I should be so happy but I feel so low ( Read more... )

I would like to dedicate this entry to my dear friend HEATHER LUNSKI who showed that I can count on her for anything.  When I'm crying, like a hundred million tears she will totally cry with me and worry about me.  So this is my dedication to a friend that I need and who needs me back and we have talking matches in my driveway and we talk about our ( Read more... )