I always feel second best, second place, and mostly worthless....

[ivey]

I am sure I do this to myself. So caught up in my drama, I forget to smile and watch the beautiful things in life once in a while

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[avalon5825]

Yay.

[maybesomeone]

I find that if you try to please everyone, you'll end up pleasing no one.

But if you try to please yourself, then you're thought of as selfish. Damned if you do, damned if you don't...

I like your posts, but sometimes I read them and go, wow, is that me writing this? Don't feel alone - I and I'm sure others, feel the same way...

[alaric3]

yep, as John Lennon said, you've gotta serve yourself.

[roadhead]

IMHO working 50+ hours per week along is enough to not be considered "lazy" by most people.

Hell, I think of myself as "busy" when schools in and I'm pulling 40 hours plus 10 or so hours of work.

[projekt]

depression is 100% self caused. for starters though, you might want to spell appreciate correctly. hell i might have misspelled it too, so whatever. when ever you feel like ethereal ass, go outside and watch bugs crawl around, it should cheer you up. it always does for me.