Everyone is still in touch from the group of people I spent my last autumn and wither with...

[ivonnemcgruder]

Everyone is still in touch from the group of people I spent my last autumn and winter with...these that never invited me once after I found a boyfriend, met him, and after our break up kept inviting him but never me again. I repel people... I think I was born with it. Don't take it wrong, I like having my time for myself and I am happy to have

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[jinkibumiminho]

Let umma share something...
Aside from my husband, I'm not in touch with anyone from my college days (except for being cordial on facebook).
Sometimes it just takes a while to find your real friends, and the effort needs to be two-way.
Things will get better!

[ivonnemcgruder]

Thanks :)
I don't really give a damn about people from high school, I hardly talked to anyone there even when we saw each other daily. But those were group of Korean and Czech people that gathered around Korean and Bohemian studies on our University. I know it must be two way.. that's why I am so sad. I somehow always end up as outsider whom no one remembers much less misses T.T

[unfenced_fire]

I'm sorry to hear that :(

I have the same problem in my extreme emo-phases about Japan. If physically hurts me even to hear a word of Japanese then...
Don't you plan to go back to Korea? Now that you're done with school it should be easy to find a job?

[ivonnemcgruder]

I did plan to go there and get some nice job in a coffee shop or so. Something not much stressing and hard that will keep me decently alive there for a while. But as I said, I am now in deprecation period of everything Korean XD I also had plans with my friend who wanna go there for a while work too, but it got postponed from next year spring to next year autumn. So now I have new plan, cause I dont know what would I do stuck here for a year. I am going to do au-pair in a country I always wanted to travel through. Ireland *_*