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I was just massively, massively rejected and I have been crying as much as I have cried since Christopher and I broke up. The cries may be comparable. He did big rejection through SMS, tool, tool, tool. I am so angry but I still like him, ugh. I feel so stupid.
"I can't give you what you want. Been thinking about things and i don't want you to hate me, but i don't want a girlfriend."
NYARGHHH Murderous Amelia.
I says,
"You are maybe the biggest hypocrite I know. I really hope you dislike yourself a lot."
I think that response is just the right amount of anger without being desperate and being just restrained enough, so. He sent a long reply, a lame reply, a reply that makes me grrr inside.
He says,
"sorry amelia, i'm sure it's worth little. If i could change things i would, I've been a hypocrite and yep i do dislike myself in how things have eventuated [fag]. You are justified in hating me, but save feeling that way [fucker]. I feel awful."
I'm glad I've run out of credit. Not that I think I'm calm enough to say anything nice, but I want to tell him that I've deleted his number from my phone and him from my myspace and he is definitely going to rot in his silly Christian hell and he better not contact me again. OOoh, bitter!
Of mine, he has: 1 book (but one of my favourite books - Enduring Love! My mum bought me that for Christmas :\)
Or his, I have: 1 DVD set (Six Feet Under, season 1 - score!), 1 Polanski DVD, and 1 book.
Tim is being so nice to me. :{ He says he is going to buy me back my Enduring Love because "it's not much and it means you dont have to have any material loss associated with this guy". And he is distracting me with talks when I need it and MSN checkers when I need it, and oh, it's nice. He's a good guy. And I'm real good at checkers.
Timothy Degenhardt says:
what do you think you will do?
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
Go back to sleeping with as many hot guys as I can find. (90% chance)
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
or get back together with my ex (5% chance)
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
or pine for this boy for a long time (5% chance)
Timothy Degenhardt says:
I like your odds
Timothy Degenhardt says:
but theres still a few miscellaneous events not factored in
Timothy Degenhardt says:
you could meet a true angel and everything clicks ... 2% take a percent off your last two
"I can't give you what you want. Been thinking about things and i don't want you to hate me, but i don't want a girlfriend."
NYARGHHH Murderous Amelia.
I says,
"You are maybe the biggest hypocrite I know. I really hope you dislike yourself a lot."
I think that response is just the right amount of anger without being desperate and being just restrained enough, so. He sent a long reply, a lame reply, a reply that makes me grrr inside.
He says,
"sorry amelia, i'm sure it's worth little. If i could change things i would, I've been a hypocrite and yep i do dislike myself in how things have eventuated [fag]. You are justified in hating me, but save feeling that way [fucker]. I feel awful."
I'm glad I've run out of credit. Not that I think I'm calm enough to say anything nice, but I want to tell him that I've deleted his number from my phone and him from my myspace and he is definitely going to rot in his silly Christian hell and he better not contact me again. OOoh, bitter!
Of mine, he has: 1 book (but one of my favourite books - Enduring Love! My mum bought me that for Christmas :\)
Or his, I have: 1 DVD set (Six Feet Under, season 1 - score!), 1 Polanski DVD, and 1 book.
Tim is being so nice to me. :{ He says he is going to buy me back my Enduring Love because "it's not much and it means you dont have to have any material loss associated with this guy". And he is distracting me with talks when I need it and MSN checkers when I need it, and oh, it's nice. He's a good guy. And I'm real good at checkers.
Timothy Degenhardt says:
what do you think you will do?
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
Go back to sleeping with as many hot guys as I can find. (90% chance)
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
or get back together with my ex (5% chance)
if you want me to i'll cook and sew says:
or pine for this boy for a long time (5% chance)
Timothy Degenhardt says:
I like your odds
Timothy Degenhardt says:
but theres still a few miscellaneous events not factored in
Timothy Degenhardt says:
you could meet a true angel and everything clicks ... 2% take a percent off your last two