8 months to be exact. This entry will be long.. I promise. I used to use this shit everyday.. and then everyone started using myspace, as did I. I have come to realization that everyone has myspace and too many people can view whatever you have on your mind when using the blogs. so for the insight to what i'm really feeling/thinking.. i'll stick to ( Read more... )

it's been a really long weekend, full of no sleep. I didn't have to work, so sarah and I drove to reno to go see a show. It was rad.. we had fun. wasn't a big turnout, but it was awesome regardless. The bands were the vampirates, twice, the subject of us, seveneyes, eightimesover and berzerk. I had seen them all before, except exo.. so I was way ( Read more... )

So I just got back from 5 days in ashland. It was awesome.. didn't really get drunk, heh.. but everyone else sure did! Melanie came down too the day after me, it rocked. I got to work a little while I was down there, 4 days, but i'm pretty sure it'll be like almost 200 bucks.. so hurray for me. While I was down there, I figured a few things out ( Read more... )

words can really not describe how much I don't want to be at my house. it's fucking constant bickering, that I really don't fucking want to hear. The other day I got into a brawl with kim.. (it's ok now) and then today I got into an arguement with danny. (stepbrother) he's such a little douche bag. I swear.. sometimes he's cool.. but fuck, you tell ( Read more... )

so I had my first final today.. sociology of third world countries- great class.. hizzard test! 3 questions.. and it's worth 40% of my grade.. how insane is that!? oh well, I have one day of relaxation from finals, and then theres 2 on thursday. Relaxation from school that is... because god forbid they don't schedule me to make mother fucking ( Read more... )

I just got out of my last class for this year.. minus having to go to finals.. but leaving class always makes me ponder things. Like, I feel that in this term alone I have learned so much. Not just academically, but i've been through so much this past term that I feel I've grown as a person. I've come to understand things not only about myself but ( Read more... )

wow... I haven't written in here for a while.. haha.. i'm such a slacker.. so to update those of you who care, I am still working at subway, and i'm fucking stoked to be coming home in a matter of weeks. I miss alll of you back home, and these past few weeks have been soo tiring. i'm just so exhausted. Things that I have come to realize this week ( Read more... )

Tears of joy? No not these
Tears of sadness…
It’s a disease.
I’ve taken all I can
And I’m done thinking about you.
You’re beautiful, but vicious
The worst part is,
Is that you know it.
I’m over it, really
This torture is done.
I think I’ll get by without you.
FYBH

You never really know how nice someone can be until tradegy happens. More often than not people see my little sister kim as a bitch.. which she can be.. it wasn't until yesterday that I realized that she can be so nice to people. There was this younger kid that hung around her for years.. his name is Matt.. no one really liked him, and Kim was the ( Read more... )

once again it is 420, and I would just like to say:

-I love pot
-Happy birthday chelsea
-Happy 21st birthday ryan jorek
-Happy birthday hitler, you fuckin nazi
-everyone should smoke a bizzowl