Hey hey in crowd, do you know what time it is? Freak the fuck out time!
Tom and i are all giddy and panicy and pukey and .. shocked. I guess we did curse ourselves here, huh? This is the second day in a row that there is a line, so even though they are Dollar store brand, I am leaning towards trusting them. I... am boggled. Excited because ... wow. But scared. Ella is still so small, and I am worried about how it will change things to have a new kid around. Plus, hi, we have a wedding in 10 weeks, and OMG birth, lets not think about birth. Plus, yuck, I hate diabetes, and remember how my body sometimes just absorbs kids?
Keep it on the down low for now (aka chance, don't tell dad - or Brandon, because he can't keep a secret), until we know for sure. We are thinking about just telling everyone at the wedding, which would be funny, and we would be far enough a long that my body may not fail me.
It's due date would be Dec. 3rd. December would be a very expensive month. Ha.
But still...
I can't stop smiling.