if i think too much i have to stop myself from crying. so i've been trying not to think.

i just want to go home. i feel like my skin is crawling. being here is driving me crazy right now. now that Jazmine is gone, it's weird being home, but i want to be there because I miss my family and certain people here are driving me crazy.

but i can't go home ( Read more... )

Yesterday my dog Jazmine apparently had a really bad day and so my mom and sister took her to an ER vet. They told her to leave her there overnight and to come get her this morning and take her to our regular vet ( Read more... )

Feelings ( Read more... )

this has been my sanity. Livejournal. so much to say, too little words to describe everything ( Read more... )

So, my universities B.U.U.F. (Benedictine University Unity Foundation) held an open forum tonight.  We talked about discrimination, hate, differences in race and ethnicity and a bunch of other stuff ( Read more... )

I hope I can find my friend. I feel bad on how things ended. It was a long time ago and I was still a child. I wonder if it's too little, too late at this point. I miss talking to you Ash. If you see this... message me....

YAY for OBAMA!! that's all for that right now ( Read more... )

today was just another morning that i woke up feeling like crap and pissed off. sometimes i wonder why i do things the way i do, because sometimes they just dont seem logical. even after thinking about them for a bit.

i woke up... and i couldn't get up. very few things lately make me happy. i can't help that. everything is just so crazy lately and i ( Read more... )

I realize that I have probably been distant. Incommunicado. whatever you want to call it.

just remember that i love you all and i miss you all. especially the ones that aren't here at school with me. i miss you dearly and without my car to travel, there's really no way for me to come and see you.

*sigh* 

i'm sore from working out. i'm tired of feeling this way. this indescribable way that only tears can put into words. i have a headache because i think i need nicotine. i need to be cuddled. i need to be held ( Read more... )