things are going much better, nelson got a shit load of money in student loans so we are pretty set we are also gonna do web cam stuff together wich should be fun! ive been tracking my temperature on this calendar thing i made i had an emotion breakdown the day i last posted like 5 days ago and i got my period today im on a 20 day cyle and it seems ( Read more... )

today was my second day at school!!!! i loove it! weve just been drawing pictures and talking about our feelings and what we wanna do and stuff. im soooooo not used to wearing clothes for so many hours out of the day, its wierd i just usually put on clothes to get in to car to go somewhere where i get naked again ( Read more... )

why would sombody steal my rusty ass old truck?!!!!!! estherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr come back to me!!!!! i hope they dont hurt her. i know she must be mad and a little scarred maybe she wont work for them and then they have to leave her somewhere obvious.

fuck

i got to crochet a scarf, drink sparks and watch the twilight zone marathon. i only have to be a vending machine stripper 10 mins for every half hour. i come home 200 bucks richer and feeling very violated but its okay because nelson got a jay oh bee at del taco and i start school on the 6th!!!! yay for no more stinky sex work!!!! check it out Read more... )

why am i drunk by myself walking around my apartment complex?

fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i dance around the house the cats get scared and watch me from behind things... theyre just shy, i bet theyll start dancin with me soon ( Read more... )

ive been vegan for a whole week and i feel sooo good. i think not starving myself will make it last this time ( Read more... )

ive been so careless, lazy and glutenes. i thought taking it "easy" would make me feel better but its just making me feel useless and depressed so im going to go back to a vegan diet today and try to exercise some self control ( Read more... )

when ever i try to explain how im feeling, i wind up sounding very whinny.

i have the best sex ever.

thank you nelson mandella