my mother is convinced that i'm this piece of trash and there is nothing i can do to convince her otherwise ( Read more... )

"i am in savannah looking at the most beautiful thing in the world ( Read more... )

all i think about is warm weather, how much i hate my job, and tom's face. oooh, and moving! i just can't wait to have barbeques at tom's and go lay on rocks halfnaked and smoke blunts at the reservoir. mmmmmmm ( Read more... )

i'm hoping that i can trade in my perscription for another and continue down the line until it gets to xanex. it's in that genre.. that and valium. i wonder if it's gonna fuck me up. i haven't taken it yet. i'm kind of nervous. it has really terrible withdrawal symptoms. should i do this to myself? it's weird, my doctor gave me the choice to be a ( Read more... )

like 2 seconds ago i had this revelation that i need to stop feeling sorry for myself ( Read more... )

i want to od on e pills or something.
i just really need like 5 extra doses of happy in my life right now.
i haven't felt this lonely in a pretty fucking long time.

i hate the way people act like the only emotion i have is cheerful. i'm more sensitive than i seem, and people are really really starting to hurt my feelings.

doesn't it rock when you find the kryptonite to your superman boyfriend ( Read more... )

i have spent the past two days with that baby in my last entry.. ooohoooh! i love it so much i am going to steal it. it makes me so happy because she loves me and she was afraid of chris and she giggles all the time. she tried on my shoes but they were huge so she put them on my feet. tom was blowing on her belly and when she got bored of that she ( Read more... )

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