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The ultimate paradox of love is that sometimes, the true test of how much you care for someone can only be measured by your willingness to let go. If you really love someone, it is your responsibility to do everything in your power to make them happy-even if it means doing the thing you fear the most ( Read more... )

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection"- Buddha ( Read more... )

My car is acting up again. It simply cannot take the pressure and honestly, neither can I. I only have to make this long drive 7 more times, 6 if we get a hurricane day on Friday. I've never wanted a severe storm so badly. I did nothing at work today which was a good thing since I'm trying to keep my stress levels down and relax so I don't get ( Read more... )

Tonight I dragged myself out of bed and went out for a change. I did my usual; I flirted with a few boys, played a little pool, and drank a few beers. I wonder if one day my head will be clear enough to make it worth the trouble. I bought a book today that's supposed to help me get over it. Its an alright book except that it says that its okay ( Read more... )

Could work suck anymore ( Read more... )

So this weekend I was re-reading "love and courage" which sounds all around hokey, but in fact, its quite brilliant ( Read more... )

Why do I have to be such a spaz?
Seriously, I feel like I might be losing my mind.
I think and feel one thing and then turn around and say another.
I swear this isnt me!
I just want to snap out of it!
HELP!

The right thing hurts so much.

I'm trying hard to cope, but its been very difficult. Every damn thing I do and place I go reminds me of you. I'm trying not to rely on the things in my life you've left behind. No matter what I try the stuff isn't you. Not moving a water glass or a pile of change because I want it to be exactly where you left it is not sane. I can spray men's ( Read more... )