i havent eaten in about 3 hours....... and my daddie says i can fast tommarrow if i want. =)

i love him.

so basically i dont want to eat for maybe a weeek, but definately not tommarow.

i dont want to eat until im skinny or at least two sizes smaller.

=)

so whatever life is good.

to keep my hands busy i've been on the computer and knitting......

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ugh i just ate so much food.

my birthday is tommarrow and all i am is just a fatass lard.

help me i cant stop eating!!!!!!!

=(

last night i pigged out on a hugeeee bowl of pasta.......

so from now on i'm on a 500 calorie diet of fruits and veg until school starts. =)

on sunday im gonna buy something a size too small that would look amazing on me and on the first day of school i WILL BE THAT SIZE.

i swear that im not gonna be an 8 by then, im gonna be a 4!

i swear.

!!

i just took a 2 mile walk which makes it 3 miles total for the day. =)

im gonna go to bed soon and weigh myself in the morning..........

think thin

xoxo jane

ate like 1300 cals today.

was gonna skip dinner, but dad made a big jewish friday night dinner so i had a little pasta, a little veggies, and a little wine. =)

so i had already eaten 1000 so it put me up to 1300.

took a walk this morning and am gonna go do yoga. =)

wish me luck on the scale.........

xoxo jane.

i know im gonna get a new boyfriend as soon as i start school though.

i really just want to fall in love again. =)

ya know what i mean?

Dear ______.
Boy, if only you knew how much you mean to me. Ever since that day, I've been waiting out for you. I need to talk to you, I need to see you, I need to tell you that I'm sorry. I don't know if you're playing games, I don't know if you're not interested and I don't know if I'm just being paranoid. But it seems like you've lost all ( Read more... )

ok well scale says 138.2 so thats good. get into the 137. somethings today is my goal.

i want to eat as little as possible today and tomarrow because sunday is my birthday. =)

ugh 138.8 im almost to my 1st gw of 130....... i need to get there in two weeks or before school starts. =)

thats a most deff goal i can acchieve!

i mean think about all the adorable boys that will me slobbering over me~~ =)

think thin xoxo jane

stuffed my face w/ cake today and still lost .4 pounds...... no purging no lax.

god i love veganism! =)

so that brings it to 138.8 and dropping........

my goal for tommarrow is 137 something.