Finally updating.. i am a horrible friend girlfriend and whatever else .. i dont know how to juggle eerything i love all at once. I didnt think life would be so difficult and so painful .. i just wanna go away.

SOMEONE EGGED MY HOUSE AND MY CAR .. and stepped on my moms birdhouse and broke it so is so upset .. wait till i find out who did it ..

Arguments suck .. crying hurts.. i hate wen my feelings get hurt ..

well it hasnt been that lo9ng since i updated .. not that it matters really.. i have been with nick everyday and i love it .. he is THE ONE and i honestly could careless about how n e one feels n e more.. i jus wanna grow up and not worry about n e thing .. im in collge though i start the 29 ugh dont wanna go back it will b much diffrent then ( Read more... )

hey .. long time..

RECAP
+ I love him
+ hea loves me
+ we have a life
+ gotta fish .. his name is nicky\

+NICHOLAS

-miss my friends
-worrk at sears
-gottewn fat ..
-who knew growing up would cause this much problems

HEY .. well sorta borwed so i figured id write.  OMG MUH AUNT barb is preg again 5th kidd and shes only 27 ? WTF ?! lol .. me n derek have been togther every day .. i love it . I LOVE Him .. i felt like i have learned so much more about how life is supposed to feel like im totally in love<3 HE knows it. I LOVE Crying_whore *crystals NEW CAR. Its the sex. i ( Read more... )

hey long time huh ? lol yea its like that .. n e way havent really been in the mood to write in here even though i am always on looking at poeples.. all the time. I am sittin in class and imm bored so i figured id write for a while. Its not like n e one reads this ne way. Well i gotta car. not exciting at all even though its the reason i am ( Read more... )

Well hey right now i am at my internship site at edgemere elementary. It was pouring wem i left the house today and i had to walk in it.. I got sum of my economics prject dun so i ghafta get that out of the ( Read more... )

When I wake up in the morning ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO BE 17 IN 3 DAY OMFG yea !! heh

<3 brandi

I want lots of presents !!