What did I want? I wanted lots of things. But I knew that we couldn't stay here with them. Not when Angel wanted to cry because his poor little fledgling got a boo boo
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Well, at least Harry was safe. Guessin' that was the number one concern and then they'd go back home and patch up and Angel would kiss him all better. Was I jealous? Maybe. Not because of the kissin' rot, but just ... the attention. Been awhile since I was even around him though. Maybe I should just stay gone. Course, after I figure out about this Sophia thing because she can't stay here. There was no way
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I watched as he lit a cigarette and told me things were different. Of course things were different. He had a soul now. God. What the hell?
"They were around and I was bored. They'll heal," I said in a low tone as I circled him. I wanted to memorize the changes in him. Burn it to memory so I would have an updated picture when I thought about him.
"You're not happy. Not really." How could he be happy with his life like this? Being a slayer's pet and coming in last as always with Angel. This wasn't the life he deserved.
"I'm different now too. Special. More powerful than you could even imagine, and I can share some of it with you," I purred into his ear as I stopped behind him. "I can make you fly. Don't you want to fly, Daddy?"
She was right, they'd heal, but now everyone is goin' to be on her back about it. Not that they shouldn't be it's just ... different. Soft spot but I'm sure the soft spot will get hard quickly like - real soon. She kept on circlin' me as I puffed on my smoke and I turned with her, watchin' her. I didn't think she'd attack me, but then again, I never knew
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It felt like he sliced me open and ripped out my heart. They were right. He didn't want me anymore. I was his mistake. His secret shame that he wanted to hide from his precious little slayer and his shiny new life.
"You'd chose them over me?" I demanded, trying to keep the pain out of my voice. Stepping back, I stared at him with wounded eyes.
"You created me! I'm yours and you're going to choose them over me? Why? I don't understand."
Wasn't he the one who had all those scars for never being the one they wanted first? Drusilla broke his heart. Angelus broke his heart. That stupid mortal girl broke his heart. Maybe I did too when I ran away because I couldn't handle Dru anymore.
"Is it because I ran? I gave you the chance to choose me over Dru, and you wouldn't leave her. YOU MADE ME HOW CAN YOU THROW ME AWAY?"
My arms wrapped around her, holdin' onto her. Only so I could try to get the bitch offa me, but it wasn't workin'. Leanin' my head back, I just looked up at her. She thought she knew everything, but she didn't. She didn't know me anymore - while I had changed, I was now thinkin' I should just stake her right here and now. Only if I had a stake. Fuck.
"Bet you have," I muttered before her lips were on mine and this time, I didn't kiss her back, but I could taste her blood, and somethin' else. Vampin', I licked her lips, tryin' to get more before she pulled back.
"Right ... learnin' more," I trailed off and tried to get up, but what she was doin' to me was makin' it hard. Groanin', I grabbed her hips again and tossed her offa me before I was back on my feet again. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and glared at her.
"You won't make it far, pet. I'll tell you that right now," I said and took a few steps toward her. "You'll be dead and gone before you even have a chance."
I laughed when he tossed me off him. On my feet, I watched as he came closer. Oh I'd be dead and gone? Was he so sure about that?
"I think you should do some research, pops. You're missing the big picture."
Smirking, I brushed my hair out of my face and leaned against the wall. He didn't get it. None of them did, but that was okay. It wasn't even about them. It was about her.
She would be mine and together we were going to make them all wish for death.
"You already killed me. I hope you visit churches and think of me often. I prayed, do you remember? I prayed for mercy. Maybe you should be the one praying now. You're going to need mercy."
Turning away, I walked off without a second look at him. I'd feel him if he came up behind me, but if he was smart, he would take off and find a way to warn his slayer about me.
"Make sure you tell Buffy all the details. I doubt she wants to hear it from me." With that, I ran fast and hard, disappearing into the shadows.
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"They were around and I was bored. They'll heal," I said in a low tone as I circled him. I wanted to memorize the changes in him. Burn it to memory so I would have an updated picture when I thought about him.
"You're not happy. Not really." How could he be happy with his life like this? Being a slayer's pet and coming in last as always with Angel. This wasn't the life he deserved.
"I'm different now too. Special. More powerful than you could even imagine, and I can share some of it with you," I purred into his ear as I stopped behind him. "I can make you fly. Don't you want to fly, Daddy?"
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"You'd chose them over me?" I demanded, trying to keep the pain out of my voice. Stepping back, I stared at him with wounded eyes.
"You created me! I'm yours and you're going to choose them over me? Why? I don't understand."
Wasn't he the one who had all those scars for never being the one they wanted first? Drusilla broke his heart. Angelus broke his heart. That stupid mortal girl broke his heart. Maybe I did too when I ran away because I couldn't handle Dru anymore.
"Is it because I ran? I gave you the chance to choose me over Dru, and you wouldn't leave her. YOU MADE ME HOW CAN YOU THROW ME AWAY?"
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"Bet you have," I muttered before her lips were on mine and this time, I didn't kiss her back, but I could taste her blood, and somethin' else. Vampin', I licked her lips, tryin' to get more before she pulled back.
"Right ... learnin' more," I trailed off and tried to get up, but what she was doin' to me was makin' it hard. Groanin', I grabbed her hips again and tossed her offa me before I was back on my feet again. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and glared at her.
"You won't make it far, pet. I'll tell you that right now," I said and took a few steps toward her. "You'll be dead and gone before you even have a chance."
There it was. I made up my mind.
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"I think you should do some research, pops. You're missing the big picture."
Smirking, I brushed my hair out of my face and leaned against the wall. He didn't get it. None of them did, but that was okay. It wasn't even about them. It was about her.
She would be mine and together we were going to make them all wish for death.
"You already killed me. I hope you visit churches and think of me often. I prayed, do you remember? I prayed for mercy. Maybe you should be the one praying now. You're going to need mercy."
Turning away, I walked off without a second look at him. I'd feel him if he came up behind me, but if he was smart, he would take off and find a way to warn his slayer about me.
"Make sure you tell Buffy all the details. I doubt she wants to hear it from me." With that, I ran fast and hard, disappearing into the shadows.
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