There is one good thing in my life besides my friends and shit.. its name is COFFEE

It’s hard to see the truth when it is shaded in the shadows but when you get so close to see it’s too late. But it must be too late for me. It’s hard to go through life wearing a mask shaded in darkness I wait for someone to take the dark off and make it light again. But no one will and I just wait in the dark and dwell on what I want in some mad ( Read more... )

It has been the hardest week for some of my friends and this last week just might be the worse. But as i stand and look out at all the situations and peoples hearts and souls dying. I just realized that its what could good be without the bad because, we wouldnt know what good would be. We need the hate, depression, sorrow, and all the other ( Read more... )

Amy my sister is moveing out down to atlanta.. wes gets the upstairs watch out now watch out. cant wait till she leaves its ganna be the shit from now on

As she sits in her room waiting for someone or something to happen he stares into his celleing and wanting for the same. She finds a contemporary partner just for the fun and for his body she doesnt use him though. She just lets him hang and is so intranced by him, she doesnt see the other. The other guy doesnt care he just wants to have some fun. ( Read more... )

I'm having trouble trying to sleep ( Read more... )

I stand here taking love like a beating. I hope one day someone will help me with the pain someday. But until then I just wait and let my wounds heal in the night. While I sleep in a serene place just wanting for it to end. But I wont let it end yet no one will help me. But I let it just hurt until I cant get my help then I shall find sanctity in ( Read more... )

got by permit thursday woo hoo.

im afraid of what the silence holds so i listen and see if it has anything to bring me and i wait..... as i wait i think about what i have accomplished in my short life i have found out i have stood still for over 15 years.... i have made no large change and no small one i just stand there and take life like a beating as i wait to be released i ( Read more... )

I stayed at home all day and did nothing. Except walk around neighborhood. Hopeing it will take my mind of the fact of no one being there and no one expecting anything. I wonder if it will ever happen or if all this worthless shit and will end or will it get better. Until next time I’m out....