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what's wrong with people, seriously? You find the good and the bad in people, and then drop them just like that. Once someone does something bad, I drop them and forget about them. I was supposed to get a job at Metropark but someone I knew since high school screwed me over...so no job.
From now on, I'm starting over. Sometimes I wonder if I should ( Read more... )

I thought I knew what I really wanted but apparently I don't. I'm constantly feeling stuck, lost, and confused. I have no one to talk to cause I don't want to bother anyone with my bullshit. And the one person I do tell doesn't even get me and doesn't seem to understand. But that's not their fault cause that person isn't in my head and doesn't know ( Read more... )

things that have hurt me are gone but not forgotten. as much as my memory decreases, I'll still remember the good and bad. but mostly the bad cause they stick to me. the good things i forget..mainly cause they don't stick as much. I think it's the bad things that are more memorable. I have peace,love, and happiness and I think that's all everyone ( Read more... )

I don;t understand why it has to take something bad/drastic to happen for people to realize things...this I'm guilty of. I have what I need/want and I'm happy with that.
I'm still not happy where I am though. I still don't know what to do in life...either stay here, move, major in psychology or fashion. I kinda just wanna pack and leave and travel ( Read more... )

i just realized that i'm not living my dream. and now it's gonna be forever in my thoughts. and i'm gonna look back on it in a couple years and be like, "fuckk why?!?" and regret it til i get over it. and then realize that i'm stuck.

so last week was finals and i spent 13+ hrs studying in two days. as a pay off, virginia and lee came and we ate at ru san's. then later we went to the marc. it was really freakin gorgeous and even though it was 21+ we got in. drinks were $8 each but i was broke as hell so this guy bought me one. it was a drum and bass competition and i'm gonna go ( Read more... )

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