Fuck.

[iwilltravel]

I feel like everything I'm doing, I'm doing in a daze. I don't want to do anything. Work, household duties, phone calls, socialization -- I want nothing to do with any of it. It all seems like too much to handle, even though I know I'm stronger than I give myself credit for. I don't know where to picture myself anymore when I think about the

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[blabsicle]

There is absolutely nothing wrong with staying with your parents for a little while in order to pick yourself back up. I know that making it on your own is the ideal situation, but sometimes we need to fall back on the people who love us and want to help us through difficult times in order to push through and be better off. No one would think poorly of you for this, and if there are people who would, well, they can shove it.

Sometimes adding a little more to the mountain of debt in order to put yourself in a better position emotionally is absolutely and completely worth it. Living your life in a daze of unhappiness isn't worth any amount of money - you can't gain back your days, but you can pay off the debt later. Hell, I'm $30,000 in debt... =)

*hugs* It will get better.

[fraz]

I really don't want to suggest that going and living with parents is the best course of action, because I know how crushing it would feel if I was forced into that... but sometimes you have to cut expenses wherever you can in order to get yourself set up to do what you want, instead of continuing in your rut. It's not the only option, but it is a halfway decent one, if you have the determination to use it as a way to improve your situation, instead of swapping one rut for another.

[fraz]

Happy birthday! Hope it's awesome, wherever you are.