~Dead Inside~
Ive entered this total atmosphere of death-destruction & pain! All ive done this week is cry-cheat-lie-hurt & damage myself!
I dont know what 2 do anymore, I just wanna die.. All i ask god @ night these days is "Plz God, end my pain, let me go" But i guess he wants 2 tourment me some more... I love God, but plz im dying, fuck the pain just let me go!
**sigh** take 10 deep breaths- keep breathing, put the blade down Gioia... Dont spill anymore blood, people love you...