I'm sorry for the lack of updates of late. College is an experience that is to be sure. But whether its a worthwhile one will be seen in the next few months. Don't get me wrong I'm having a great time. But really is this worth 20,000 a year? Going to classes two days a week, the rest of the time getting high, drunk or laid ( Read more... )

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I miss being able to touch her, to kiss her neck. I miss lying in bed with her just holding her as I sleep. Sleep the one place I thought I'd be fine is making me feel worse. Last night I had a dream, she was in it, I woke up this morning sick to my stomach, and no matter how much I tried I couldn't go back to sleep without dreaming of her. This ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to keep any food down in the last 3 days ( Read more... )

its 10:45

my girlfriend is having a dinner with her exboyfriend.

and yes I'm super jealous, but I'll deal somehow at least for her.

where is everyone?

But I was blinded by red. Who am I to come between a relationship of 6 years? Sure he doesn't deserve her, and she keeps telling me she doesn't want to be with him, but make something final, please. This is killing me. I don't want to have to run in the shadows, I just want to be with her, without having to be "that guy."

this was in a junk e-mail regarding mortgages ( Read more... )

something is missing and I don't know what, why didn't I go with chris today?

ah fuck it.

and I want to know who took my amp.

Nuff said.