I really wish that I didn't miss you anymore ( Read more... )

Today, I turn 20.
Oddly enough, I do feel a little bit different.

Last night I laid in bed, and I thought of you ( Read more... )

The anxiety and stress is starting to get to me.
My head hurts.
I feel like I can't remember a thing.
Cigarette break.

A little over 3 hours left until my last exam of the year ( Read more... )

You are truly remarkable...

You take my breath away...

Just once.
Please.

Five months later, and this is what i get.
This is what it meant to him.
And I am never doing it again.

For the longest time, and up until very recently, I gave a shit about nothing in life. Absolutely nothing. I had nothing of legitimate interest, and my passions and plans for the future were nonexistent. My hopes for the future didn't even extend far enough for me to really care about whether I would still be alive five years from now. I really ( Read more... )

Okay ( Read more... )

I am now in Montreal for school.
Finishing up my first year there, second year of university.
So much in life has changed, yet so much has stayed the same.
I think I'm going to start writing in this again to help keep a clear conscious.