Hey. Ive gotten some college information and im moving to seattle soon. i hope i never end up coming back. Fuck all of this shit.

Hello! im just bored but having fun. my stomach hurts like hell. im probably dying. well i dont want to go to college i want to just be rich. yup. right ( Read more... )

Hello... whats up. well ive been really sick, today was thanksgiving woo hoo and i uh... am bored.i wonder what im going to do.. i guess im going to go in my room and smoke pot. WOO>>!>> i shoulld do something cool. i hope jaide calls me so i can hang out with her tomarro. im hanging out with shakira tomarro. weird huh ( Read more... )

hm... i really hope jaide calls me. even though this place sucks, i dont want to be lonely. I hate this feeling in my stomach its hollowing and starving and eating itself.. can lonlieness be the cause of all this pain? why does my body hurt like somethings wrong? whats wrong with me?

sometimes i wish i could dissapear.
*POOF*

hey. i cant wait to get out this fucking shithole.
im going to las vegas. woo hoo.
hope i wont be back soon..

Today it's Quite early. For some reason... everything seems just to early. And it's only 10:46 ( Read more... )

hm.. im bored. been trying to get a hold of jaide. her mom said she was missing and was worried about her.. JAIDE??? WHERE ARE YOU?? what did you do for halloween? wheree ( Read more... )

Hello livejournal. nice to speak to you after such a long time of not! i just decided it was not worth it anymore, but now, i am bored. I just got back from jessicas house in medford. there were so many people there. she had a little party.. thing. orange/black justin was there, laurel, morgan, tara, juda, nathan, ray, gabby, dustin, then a few ( Read more... )

argh. Today was a fucked up day. Really FUCKED UP. me and my mother went to pixies house with jen and pixie and johna. garg. bad idea. we dropped them off while my mother and i went to look for hair dye at the mall, and the mall was closed. Then we went to target and got some stuff looked for dickies and found two book and some shirts... but ( Read more... )

Well now. Today is such a weird day. Yesterday was such a bad day. I had a lot of fun at Mobius. I also felt lonely.. very lonely. people were talking to me and hanging out with me but no. not really. ahh... i am just so confused. about everything, about my friends and who i trust. and about whoi am, who i like, who i can stand and im realizing i ( Read more... )