HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAYNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HEART YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING<3333333

today was one of thee most weird days of my life. i woke up and ofcourse my day started off as shit. i lost my girlfriend, which ofcourse its not goodbye because we're still playing phone tag but either way. uhm then i went out with shib and sgt marge where we talked about how sargent marge bit me the other night. yes bit me while i was at shaynas ( Read more... )

and as my tears roll for what used to be mine. i care. thats all i do. ive come to find my purpose in life, and as ive only heard my whole entire life i am an idiot for doing it it is what i cant prevent. this girl came into my life so blindly where as i thought it was going to be nothing but that little spark which was there in our first kiss at a ( Read more... )

i dont care about people anymore. they ruin things. i have work today. and i am just going to take care of myself from now on. thank you.

yeah so me and shib made up. she came over my house and we sat outside for a bit while shayna was inside who by the way i made up with too. yeah, i know i am a complete idiot. but i cant help it, it took a while me and shayna went crazy on eachother and shit and like we had it all out and we talked it all out and i am okay with it. i mean as okay ( Read more... )

so here it is all on a screen. the display of every emotion ive felt for the past twenty-four hours. first off id like to start off with betrayl. so i had this best friend. her names nicole scibelli we've been friends for years and only had the best of times. never a fight that wasnt over come within an hour or so. never a tear shed over eachother ( Read more... )

=) so i am in an extremely good mood. i had such a fucking amazing day. i adore my best friends <3 alright so shib and daniella fucking screech upto my house screaming MFC LETS GO i got all panicked ran out the house and we jetted away to take care of some business which i cannot repeat on this thing of a journal because. well because i wont.=X so ( Read more... )

so shits been alright. stuff with christina is cooled down. i mean idk what really to say she was trying to talk to me and stuff anmd i just kinda ignored her sometimes on accident i would respond but shes blaming me for justin finding out she cheated on her??? twice apparently? pbsh in my opinion thats fucking ridiculous and skanky but whatever. ( Read more... )

so woah for my memorial day weekend all i can say is woah. the weirdest shit occured. alright so thursday night i think i just kinda stayed home. in all honesty i dont remember what i did haha. then friday i went to nicks party ha it was fucking insane. i dont rememeber 3/4 of it. but i know i lost a few friends due to the fact that i need a filter ( Read more... )

so yeah. im on this crazy diet. and its called sleep. instead of eating. ill go to sleep. its a lot of fun and i have more energy at times, but i kinda get lazy a lot. but whatever its better than eating. i hate eating it makes me feel fat. and i refuse to be fat this summer. pbsh uhhhh so i was suppose to get a job today. buuutt i didnt instead i ( Read more... )