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[iworshipeve6]

So here I am, writing in my journal. Normally I write in this thing because I feel like being weird, or I'm bored or something. But today, my friends, I feel like writing in here because I actually think it might make me feel better. For some reason, I feel really shitty right now. I know I always have the sporadic angry or upset entries, mixed

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[exit2600]

a dilemma that ive faced ever since i moved here to lubbock/slaton. I was really nervous around you guys. Alicia, who gives a damn what people think about you. If they think your stupid or your not fun or whatever, fuck them, they dont know you and are missing out on a wonderful person. so i say PLAH! in there general direction...

I Love You Man!!!

[lostinthespiral]

Alicia, I know exactly what you're going through. I think it's just a part of growing up, something everyone has to deal with. Sometimes I go through shy moods and WON'T let people get to know me... and other times I go through fazes where I act like myself regardless of whether anyone else likes it or not. Yah, I annoy people that way... but if they don't like the way I act then they shouldn't be friends with me. I think it takes AWHILE to act yourself in front of anyone. Regardless of how the other person acts... although with some people it's easier than others. I know it's a difficult thing to get over... you can't help but do it... acting how you think other people want you to act. I mean... parents have instilled that in us since we were born... "Now, are you going to be a good little girl while mommy goes in to the store," "Remember... don't speak unless spoken to," "Damn it Allison, behave!". It's something that will just come with time I suppose. And I know that's really crappy... but it's just something everyone has

Re: I Love You Man!!!

[lostinthespiral]

And about the class thing... don't sweat it. There should be someone up ther after New Year's. I'm sure they have to deal with stuff like this all the time. No one is perfect... especially college kids. I'm sure they have about 50-100 people every semester who miss the deadline... and YOU KNOW they want your money. It's not like they're going to shun your money because of a sorry deadline. Don't sweat it. It'll be okay.

[spunkychicken]

all i can say, is that I LOVE YOU!!! Now...lets get naked! Just kidding.

I understand what you are saying though...sometime we just keep going, like we are just trying to fix everyone else, but no one fixs us. Thats when you need to brake from everything and do something for you. Hot bath, work out, drink, um...i mean...yeah! LOL

and if i knew were you lived, i would bring you some damn chocoalate...i have too much at work. That's all i have ate the past few days.

[anonymous]

This LJ Alicia is quite a bit different then the Orlandos Alicia I remember

[iworshipeve6]

LOL, probably. Surprised?