I'm really happy today. So fucking happy. I had "family day" at Moore college of Art and Design. We showed all the work we finished from Drawing I and walked around to other classes in the building. I'm really happy with how far I've come since the beginning of the year. I really want to do this. I really want to be an artist. I want to be an ( Read more... )

First off: Happy 17th Birthday Christa Lee!! I love you so much. I'm thinking of you!Whoa. I am a total menstrual case ( Read more... )

I'm really stressed and so this picture post is how I'm going to help relieve it.


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It's so nice out! I'm going tanning!

I'm sinking like a stone in the sea. I'm burning like a bridge for your bodyI'm stressed, again. I woke up three minutes before my alarm clock went off. Mom came downstairs and said, "We need to talk." Yesterday I had a day off from softball because the BIG game against Bristol was cancelled. She found out that it was rescheduled for this ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I will answer your questions with an honest reply. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

I wrote a pretty long entry and realized none of it mattered. My trivial problems are nothing in the long run. All my stress will eventually decrease.

!@&*#

I am nobody. Who are you? Are you a nobody, too?

I changed my screen name to El21N. I had xlesandray and I changed it because I hardly listen to le tigre anymore.

"What does El21N mean?" IT'S MY NAME, BITCHESI want to fight someone. Someone fight me! I'll fucking go all out and beat the shit out of myself if no one will, Fight Club style ( Read more... )

OH man this makes me laugh ( Read more... )

Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need some more time to fix this

I'm talking to the ceiling
my life just lost all meaning
do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence