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Yeah so i went to the movies with jim. steph couldn't go i was sad. we went to see the grudge and i was all happy and stuff cause i saw brad/brittany. shes hawt. and so is cathrine. yeeeah the movie was pretty good once you finally get it..i didn't like that it was in japan though..this guy in front of us kept lauging at random things...and taking ( Read more... )

So basically today chris came over annnd we smoked a chocolate cigar. it was odd. then jim came and he saw my room and he got online and took a shower and we went to face paint some kids at church. that was a lot of fun. it was like...great. and the kids all wanted jim to do it..i swear his line was longer than mine...i make better ...skelten faces ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair...i look like shit in this pic ( drop it like its hawt )

....yeah...fuck me....fuck my life....im tired of being lonely. and im tired of being a NICE FRIEND....but they want NOTHING to do with me. fuck this shit...kelly you're cool. you're a good friend...but i like kirstin...i have heard that..twice. yeah...i love kirstin...but what with guys obsessed over her. kirstin gimme your secret

so basically i have decided that i like the taste..of kissing someone after they have smoked a cigarette. and i like the smell of leather.

So basically. my phone line is turned off. so i wont be updating.

So basically. lately i have felt like shit. like completly discusting and guess what no one cares. and no one is helping. they just call me linebacker. or just sit there. whatever. why am i letting it bother me? maybe becuase i am so lonely. i feel so unwanted. ew i feel so emo. but seriously my mom has decided that its ok to hit me and throw ( Read more... )

i know i can trust you
i know youre smart.
i know that youre BEAUTIFUL fucking GORGEOUS. but no one sees it because you put on a show.
i know that you care
i KNOW youre honest
but you dont let anyone else know.

Why is it all so hard?
Why am i hiding?
Im scared.

TJ IS COMING TODAY!!!!!!! oh man oh man oh man. *gets scurred* yeah see that mood thingy. thats what i look like gangsta