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uh - hi
right. now this is the message where i remind you all that you forgot to
remove me from your friends list months ago and now you're gonna have to put
up with my uninteresting blithering one more time.
there was a quote at the end of the movie "L'Ennui" after the lead character attempted suicide. it is something like "i have learned that i must live off of my despair." well, i'm boring, but...i will rejoice in my boring. hooray. my online conversations as of late seem to be overrun with arguments with "trolls." i'm too trusting, so i get trolled pretty easily. i do not understand the point. what point is there in pissing someone else off just to prove that you can?
or alternatively, what is wrong with me? why do i insist on having conversations instead of just playing games? games are fun right? is there something about me that makes me irresistable to fuck with? like me baiting them to troll me? i wanted to listen to a CD today but i had to go to work, so i put my CD player in my backpack. the batteries were dead of course, so i just used my laptop as an oversized discman. in my left pocket i have my cellphone and a palmtop. in my right, a wallet and keys. on my back, a laptop which keeps me warm when i leave it on. how much crap exactly can i carry around. Oh, and here are the obligatory pictures, mostly from when xem helped me move up here.
there was a quote at the end of the movie "L'Ennui" after the lead character attempted suicide. it is something like "i have learned that i must live off of my despair." well, i'm boring, but...i will rejoice in my boring. hooray. my online conversations as of late seem to be overrun with arguments with "trolls." i'm too trusting, so i get trolled pretty easily. i do not understand the point. what point is there in pissing someone else off just to prove that you can?
or alternatively, what is wrong with me? why do i insist on having conversations instead of just playing games? games are fun right? is there something about me that makes me irresistable to fuck with? like me baiting them to troll me? i wanted to listen to a CD today but i had to go to work, so i put my CD player in my backpack. the batteries were dead of course, so i just used my laptop as an oversized discman. in my left pocket i have my cellphone and a palmtop. in my right, a wallet and keys. on my back, a laptop which keeps me warm when i leave it on. how much crap exactly can i carry around. Oh, and here are the obligatory pictures, mostly from when xem helped me move up here.