there has got to be something i can do, to completely change the person i am? even though thats not fair. i dont know im sorry to everyone who i upset on a daily basis. Im sorry for being annoying. im sorry to those who sit there and listen to my shit. im sorry for not being happy all the time, even though i try?. im sorry for not being perfect. im ( Read more... )

i just dont get it, this world is so fucked UP guys? seriously, i hate to say it. but it is. i mean sure its had its good points, but i dont understand why society is the way it is. and why people are the way they are ya know? nobody, can honestly care so little about the world and pther people as to do some of the things ive seen. maybe im just ( Read more... )

well well well, i ended up NOT going to get my brothers football stuff lol. thank god :~). happy days. i guess. but yea theres lots of weird shit going on, you know that feeling, where you really just want everything to be ok. you want everyone to be happy and have things be normal again. but you know its not going to be because this is the way ( Read more... )

wellll today! is going to be...fun. lol i have to go with my mom to get my brothers damn football gear, and then hopefully going to, i dont know do something productive? but YAY august 15 + 16 im going with jill to this lodge place and were going boating and all this stuff. thats gonna be so fun ( Read more... )

soooo, i guess nazi mission is over? and it just started hahah, everyones going out and nothings clean. hm sounds great?. whatever, im gonna help my mom out anyway, because im just cool like that ( Read more... )

well yay, lol ( Read more... )

well its been eventful...i guess lol. i went shopping today, got like ten applications at the mall yesterday with bethany, and stayed over at amandas last night. finally got warped tour tickets.yay

hmmmm buuuuut im getting kind of bored with my life.....i need something new. where the HELL are all the guys when you need them?

well thats all

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well....its 8:39 am i got up at like 7:30 and im leavign at nine for the zoo. I AM A CRACKHEAD. hahah my family is way mega cool actually. my aunt "organized this" in an attempt to get my depressed mother out of the house for a change. so natrually i couldnt say no. but i havent been up this early...since like england. and that doesnt count because ( Read more... )

well yay. today was a good day i suppose. i made cookies and went to my aunts. hahah sounds...eventful right? lol. oh well i enjoyed it actually. which is weird but yea ( Read more... )

well i slept in again today, until about 2:30 ( Read more... )