i guess i'm a different person from the last time i was up in here. :-* or at least since i remembered my udername for this bitch.... HOLY SHIT! how much has happened since i last visited livejournal?? OMG! love, booty, babies, life, death, close encounters of the third and fourth kind...fuck... Ok so i guess i start with where i left off *gulp ( Read more... )

this will all start a new for me. i realize that i will not be the same person ever again. my bitterness and hate will never go away. i just can not believe that anyone as close to me would ever do something like this to me. and not just that its happening, that it's happening for the second time. so i'm done. finished. i will not, i CAN NOT deal ( Read more... )

i'm confident in saying that most of the people who i consider my friends do not feel the same about me. nobody ever calls me except for the people i'm not mad at and my family. but i am most displeased with the others.

i miss barbara anne so so so so soooo much. i can hardly take it anymore. i thought the four days she was gone wouldn't be hard i thought it would be fine but i feel sick to my stomache and i just want her around. i just want her to come over right now and i'm not going to be able to see her until friday night...late...i just hope this weekend is ( Read more... )

i think they're both fucking whores who should probablyyyyyy stay the fuck away from me

what the hell is wrong with me?

and now i'm stuck.

i wish someone would tell me why practically none of my oldest and best friends talk to me anymore. the only people who actually answer their phones or get back with me when i call are barbara, laura, andrea, and straka.

please!

i love my baby and philly.

the end.

i hate this time of year ( Read more... )

am i really going to start livejournaling again? dear god no....but without myspace..i don't know what to do with myself. last night i slept sooo much. i slept until like 2pm today. it was crazy. i haven't done that in sooooo long. but i needed it, i've been working so much i just needed to fucking sleep. but of course i have to work again tonight ( Read more... )