i got suspended for 3 days for fighting.. even tho all i did was defend myself.. o0o and to squash the rumors heres the story. danielle heard (aparently from billy renick) that i called her a slut. she got mad and decided to sucker punch me twice (she only cut my lip, all my teeth are still here lol despite the rumors) so i stood up and stated to ( Read more... )

im so fuckin blahhh... my head hurts. i didnt get home from running around doing chores till like 8 or 9 ish last nite. it sucked. then i tried callin ashlee and i got no answer. then dan wyatt called so i ended up goin out and hangin out with him. it was weird cuz i kno (well now i do) that he likes me. he kept saying sorry like every 5 minutes ( ( Read more... )

why doesnt he understand! god! i do like eric but hes already super pissed cuz i havnt been able to see him and then he ims me and says "well if ur dad gives u bad news (meaning that i wouldnt be allowed out tonite) then its probably guna mean bad news for us." im sorry! i dont know how many times i can say that! plus if hes guna get mad at me now ( Read more... )

today started off really crappy. i woke up at 6:00 and started to run upstairs and halfway there i realized i didnt have to wake up henry. i jus sat on the steps and cried. it hurt so bad cuz its hitting home hard core (not hard cordial lol). i miss him more and more and all the stupid little stuff i do makes me think of him. like how he used to ( Read more... )

i sit here crying my eyes out and very few know how i feel.. i feel so helpless. only lily and april can really understand. i wana thank sarah, brit, lily, jay e, and jackson not to mention all the ticos for their support. allan.. i dont even know where to start. hes such an amazing person and a lifelong friend.. i physically cant cry anymore and ( Read more... )

welllllllll today was interesting. first off i left all my stuff for english at home which was a great way to start the day. after that i had math where at least mrs. gera let me, britt, sarah and amber post pone the test cuz of the late arrival of the ticos. after that i got to go to spanish which is cool because we played the culture game.. it ( Read more... )

my life is like a see saw and im kinda SCARED TO DEATH rite now. scared but in a good way. things are goin so amazingly well rite now and im really scared because it seems like everytime things go well something bad happens and screws em up. like with eric. he just wrote me this amazing letter that made me cry but i was crying because im happy. ive ( Read more... )

lol the ticos come in 3 days! i cant wait how about everyone else whos hosting? for those of u that dont kno, im hosting a foreign exchange student named henry. hes 17 and hes from costa rica. im so0o excited but my boyfriends not :-/ . i duno i just wish he trusted me more. anyways, im super excited cuz henry comes tuesday nite! yay! it sux tho ( Read more... )

100 Years by Five for Fighting


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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Hmm.. ahaha im not tellin ( Read more... )