I kind of hate my life right now. I feel ugly, fat, and stupid most of the time. I seem to have no ability to attract anyone, and I'm far too insecure and not confidant enough in myself to ever actually approach anyone of my own accord... Never mind the fact that anyone I have seems to reject me out of hand. I already covered my issues with my ( Read more... )

I haven't written here for a very long time, which is a shame because some really awesome things have happened in the last couple months (like my first Pride for example)... Although it seems like a lot of the times I write in here is to vent about something I'm feeling at the time... Kinda like now ( Read more... )

Your Score: Cu

You scored 60 Mass, 57 Electronegativity, and 20 Abundance.


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Seven years ago today, I came out to someone for the first time. It's interesting to look back and think about that time that seems so long ago, and just how much things have changed in that time, how far I've come. I guess in a way, today is a day of reflection for me. And Lindor chocolates.

A month less a day. That's a new record for me.

Of course, considering there was no record before, it would have been a record either way.

Conflicting thoughts in my head.

Some emptiness, some futility.

I should be doing work.

I really need a break.

You Are Sunset


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[I talk a lot all the time] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.
[X] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[X] I am homosexual.
[X] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've ran away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
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I have a boyfriend. He is cute and wonderful and amazing. The only drawback is that he lives in Scarborough. But I've finally come to the point in my life where I can say that I have a boyfriend, something I truly never thought would happen, and I am ecstatic ( Read more... )