I need to disappear in Jesus

I don't want to think about tomorrow. The pain is to great.
I don't want to reflect on my inadequacies.

I want to disappear in Jesus

I don't want to be remembered as Marty

I want to disappear with Jesus

It's done! My right pocket is kinda empty. My body is drained. My ears are pretty much shot.

I went to bed 24 hours ago. I woke up 4 hours later. Why can't I sleep?

My brothers (Kyle and Kyle) and myself are heading to Portland today to finish mixes on our album and get it mastered! If you all could pray for us that we don't get mentally worn out, and that our hears stay good that would be amazing! We a couple of long days ahead of us.

God Bless,
Marty Davis

Painful words graced my ear tonight. It was hard to hear. It was good to hear. I wanted to be mad, I couldn't. All I could be was kind. My anger was drowned out by an overwhelming peace. Love was the only language I knew ( Read more... )

Jesus makes me who I am.
If I live for me,I become a stranger to myself
It's time to kill my flesh
"Jesus bring me life!"

I feel like I've failed. I haven't done my part. I stepped out of what I love. I don't have time to go back.

Am I going where God wants?
Am I doing what He wants?
Am I being who he wants me to be?

Those are the things that elude me.
I've been slapped
I know that I'm not in the right place
Now I have to rely on Jesus to fix it

There is nothing stopping me from giving my all to God but me. That's what I have come to realize. God wants me to run after him. Why is it that I want to crawly away ( Read more... )

God keeps feeding me these chocolate covered strawberries that I don't deserve.

This weekend was awesome. I guess I forgot how much I like meeting new people. Now if I could only remember all of their names ( Read more... )

That's right! I win!
Did you see the sunset tonight? It was amazing!