Well todays another day, or is this still considered night because i have not gone to sleep yet? hmm, not really sure, but anyways i guess i should get to sleep soon, i only got four hours of sleep last night, or yesterday i should say and i am so tired but yet i can not fall asleep, i dont know why, wish i had someone to call and bring me to sleep ( Read more... )

It's raining today, i have missed the rain so much, last winter i hated it, it was really yucky and when summer arived upon me i said goodbye to rain, but now that it's back its like old friends reunited a old aquaintence dearly departed a sad thing it is to love something and then kiss it goodbye send it off with a un-fond farewell and a hope to ( Read more... )

Well todays another day, i called in to work, which is lame because i have to stop it, i am, seriously like totally going to be fired, but i could not help it, for i was tired. Des's Party was awsome, i wish i would have gotten there sooner, i wish i did not have to take Michelle Q. Home because then i could have gotten all crazy like and chilled ( Read more... )

Not too much new, i hate the way LJ is layed out now, i thought the links on the left worked just fine, but all well. Latly i am dreaming and remembering my dreams which this is unusual because i never remember them, i can remember them in vivid detail and something always bad happens in them, i find my self awake in my dreams and being so relieved ( Read more... )

Yesterday was interesting, did not do much but sleep, argued with Michelle, she does not understand sleep, when you awake a person from REM Sleep via the telephone and then say this call will only be a minute, it should be a minute, she made it hours, then when i was short with her that she was keeping me awake , she hung up on me, later yesterday ( Read more... )

So Michelle wants to come and live with me, and this makes me happy, but yet it is also a bother, because she wants to move in with me, and i want that, but i am just not ready to leave my little bit of space i call personal and move someone in, i like her alot, i really do, but is there any other way? i dont think so, you see, she can either go to ( Read more... )

Well today, or yesterday was another day, went to work, didnt do much, still lonly, missing holding someone, maybe im crying and being a baby, but i just cant help but be sad, back to the drill all over again..... :*(

Well my day was about normal, i guess, what is normal? I dunno, i called in sick to work, i was just really tired, i know i shouldent do this because it looks bad and i lose money, but i couldent help it, i repainted my old taillights, i was tired of the altezzas they have such a ricer look and everybody has them, i cant stand them my self, just ( Read more... )

Well this is my first Journal entry, one of many i hope, that is if i keep up with it, today i am so sad, my girlfriend Michelle had to return back home to Ontario, Canada for school today, shes been here for a whole month, and i had gotten so sick of her, but today i took her to the airport, as she walked through the carry on bag check, i felt so ( Read more... )