Tonight is the night that I have to tell my grandparents that I want to go home. I don't want to go home..I need to go home. I'm nervous. I'm crying. I'm shaking. I'm making this bigger than it really should be.

I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want her to think she failed as a parent.
I'm just not happy.
I need my mother.

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Myles on my kitchen floor after having pudding mix bags at him


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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

this past weekend.

rocked.

they're only getting better.

Friday Casey gave me a present at lunch


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so this is a little of what went down this spring break..
saw beautiful best friend

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um. so there's this boy.

and he is beautiful.

and.and.and.and.and.i don't know where to begin.

but i'm happier than I have been in almost a year.

i'm overwhelmed.

yeah...they're fighting againg.. and what time is it? 5:17 AM..Ihaven't even gone to bed yet..it just started, i wonder how long this one will last.. jhfjhfjhfjhfuclfuckkk

Tonight was good..yes, I must say.
Woke up around 12. Sat around, thought about calling Garrett..finally did at 130. He was still sleeping. Called Myles, woke him up to. Told him how bored I was and to come pick me up. Surprisingly he did. I didn't think my whiney little girl voice would work. heh. He got lost, eventually found the neighborhood. ( Read more... )

So yeah I'm bored. I think Nick is coming from the southshore to hang out tonight-that will be awesome. Chillin with a Cinema City boy ha-
Jonathan got a hair cut. It's pretty. I wish I could be as beautiful as him♥ I need to keep cleaning this house, it's going pretty good. Bekka and I did so much shit yesterday-the house looks decent. Aroudn 10 ( Read more... )

JESSSSICCAAAAA87: i guess im stressed- i'm torn between hating lenny and being okay with him
JESSSSICCAAAAA87: yeah
UNcuTe rOcKr 242: haha
UNcuTe rOcKr 242: hating
JESSSSICCAAAAA87: he just bought me popeyes
UNcuTe rOcKr 242: hahaha
JESSSSICCAAAAA87: so i dunno
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umm..so starting from where i ended..
yeah mom and lenny got in a fight
because mom was talking to another guy when they were out.
Lenny is so fucking immature.
He needs to grow up and get over the fact that mom has so many male friends.
Fuck him.
I've lost so much respect.
and gained a shit load of resentment.
I don't know.
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