I just went for a run of about a mile, but that might be a stretch. I'm fucking exhausted now and I can't stop Wheezing. I don't know if that's because I'm sick, out of shape, or smoke too much but I hope it's not the latter. Or I might have to quit. Whatever though, I need to keep running.

I'm really excited, though I'm not sure what for exactly. ( Read more... )

and I was listening to the Smiths, driving by myself at 2 am while smoking a cigarette and I felt like such a faggot ( Read more... )

it's four fucking AM and I gotta get up at eight, but fuck it because i had fun today. I realized that even though Saginaw's really ghetto, I love it that way and I'm going to miss it come August. I'm just bummed that now that I'm finally getting out of here, I find little reasons to stay. I also just wanna say that beaves and butthead is so good?

I barely even have time to make a livejournal entry, and to tell the truth I have no idea why I'm doing it. But I just spent the last 13 minutes venting to my computer screen and then deleted every word of it. so here's a basic summary:

I'm not happy. You piss me off a great deal; I'm just too scared to tell you because I don't want to fight and I  ( Read more... )

 if none of you cared, it would be really nice if you could tell me because I obv can't take a hint and I'm tired of wasting my time.

all things considered, I'm happy!

maybe it's time for a positive entry, eh? well, my weekend was teh awesomez. well, kinda. friday, i don't remember. saturday was jamestowne and it was funnnnnn cause i got to see my tyler and my andrea. i was just in a really good mood saturday. it was a nice change :]. then sunday i did basically nothing and sat at home all day, which is fine i ( Read more... )

yeah, it kind of pisses me off when people say they'll do something with you and then you come back a day later and they're like OH YEAH NEVERMIND I'M DOING IT WITH SOMEONE ELSE NOW. i don't know why that made me so upset today.

i really wish this would all go away.

i should get rid of my livejournal. all i do is bitch. ahahh.

i do not like the way things are going.

BRINGIN LIVEJOURNAL BACK, YEAH!