wouldnt it be awesome if we all took the time to seriously get to each and every person we have ever met like we know our best friends? wouldnt it be awesome if we could have that time?

lacrosse ends tomorrow. im graduating in a lil over a month. and im leaving novato in a few months. its wierd. i thought i woulda figured it all out by now. i imagined graduating and leaving to solve all my problems. i thought all my answers would be answered and things would jsut work out because this is the phase in life where you are stable ( Read more... )

its 745 on a morning on 050505. and i cant ditch. because i cant get it excused and ill be presarbed. kinda sucks.

but last night was a lotta fun. happy birthday aaron!

and we shut out drake yesterday in our game 12-0.
one more game on friday and then lacrosse is over.

what am i gonna do with all my extra time?

fuck novato. fuck everyone in novato. fuck this stupid town. and stupid immature people, including me.

every day seems to get longer. i am just counting down the days until i am out of here. and knowing its so close makes each month seem so much farther away. of course i am going to be missing things, but what makes the good memories will last. i just want to leave this town. its so much repetition that every day just drags on as i wait to leave.

ive been gone for a week and everythings still the same. does anything ever change in novato? well i didnt expect for things to, but i guess i just realized how good it is im leaving soon

well slo is sweet.

i got no sleep last night cuz the research project.
im cranky like a 3 year old.
mr mcinnis can suck fucking balls and choke on it.

and then.
i found out i lost a credit in spanish. sweet.
and then we played a lovely cold game at tam and lost 8-2.

yay. what a wonderful beginning to spring break.

2 more months =)

bring me back to the days of ( Read more... )

i love novato.

its amazing how incredibly exciting it is to be a van that breakes down in the middle of an overpass in an intersection where cars come on from the freeway. so much more exciting than parking lots. i think thats what everyone should do on weekends now.

i can make everything out of nothing. sometimes it seems like too much.

i want to press pause on life.

There are a lot of things I have done, especially in the past two years, that I regret more than anything, but I have come to realize that the only thing they can do is teach you what you do want out of life. There are things I have done that I never expected, and no matter what people told me at the time, I thought they were right, and now I look ( Read more... )