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i want to fucking die. i hate myself so my right now.

i don't know why i'm not strong enough to do the things i need to do.

it feels so good to take multiple amounts of tylenol and chug them down with coke. its like an alternate high.

i'm scared for what i'm becoming. the love i have is unrequited ;; and it hurts.

i don't need your sympathy ( Read more... )

don't you LOVE making an idiot of yourself in front of the person you like? yes and three times yes!!! i should offer advice on this since i'm the "master" haha. i'm tres pathetico..

er i really hate me sometimes

and i guess i really DO look like a whore because i walked past some thuggish type and he whistled at me *flashes*

i spiffed up my profile check it out :D

getting my hair done again tonight..a cut and quite possibly something else. ;D

question..if you get the chance to 'be with'someone you really like, take into heart school is out in 28 days and you could be forgotten over the summer, do you go for it?

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wtf kirsten can't go to the tennis game she has to go shop, so now i can't go because i needed a ride. DAMMIT!

i am here to tell you we can never meet again ( Read more... )

okay calm downnn i'm NOT mad at anyone. well except for the person with the "flap" kirsten knows where i'm going here..but i DID get her back by drawing 'flap face' on her locker in lipstick, and another penis, which is like the 4th or 5th time i've drawn it for her ( Read more... )

okay er i'm second-guessing what i did.

kirsten had to go and open her mouth and tell Christina and MARYLYNN. wtf. when i tell someone something i shouldn't HAVE to say 'don't spread it around.'

and then i see irene walking down the hall talking to stef and she smirked at me..oh god

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