blah, blah; frick'n blah, goo#%&& makes me scream ( Read more... )

I've realized that there are an infinite number of ways I can play the game. Unfortunately, any way I play will result in me losing in some way, and that really sucks.

I wrote this incredibly long journal entry on Monday afternoon, but the computer froze, and I had been stupid enough not to save the entry somewhere else. It's been twice now that I've been spited by technology when I was most vulnerable - tried to write to i-was@mit.edu, and the same problem occurred. Not that I can blame a stupid computer though ( Read more... )

Stopped working on a 1500 piece puzzle of New England and started working on my own puzzle. Maybe I should return to that - it could be a portal ;) Or maybe I should go back further and return to innocence ( Read more... )

hehe - my mom just wrote me an email, and I'm finding it completely hillarious! Last night I mentioned the play to her over the phone while she was half-asleep, and I guess I also mentioned that it has nudity. So she writes this email today wondering if she dreamed the conversation. She says that she hopes I don't get callous. I have a feeling that ( Read more... )

Great fucking damn! This is the first time I've woken up late this week. I'd be able to get to physics class if I lived on campus... if I lived on campus.... And why did it have to be physics?! Now I have to wait for the damn 9:43am bus ( Read more... )

Yesterday I added a symptom to my fucked up life. I was just so hungry though; I kept eating and wanting more and more and more; I just kept on walking back into the student store and buying a second meal then a third then a fourth. Finally, I was soo nauseated from overeating that I went into a bathroom and expelled it all. Now I want to eat ( Read more... )

I'm standing here, with an eighty pound backpack on my back (I weighed it), and I don't really want to go anywhere. Just want to stand here and stare at my email until the library closes. I wish the library didn't close - then I could just live in here, and I think it would be pleasant. One of the things I really love about HSU is their library ( Read more... )

'Blackbird sitting in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly.'

I got a treat when I went to work at the Math Tutoring center today ( Read more... )