I love him enough to know that no matter who he sleeps with, he still loves me more than anyone. He'll never touch another girl the same way that he touches me and no other girl will ever know him as well as I do. Regardless, it's bullshit for him to say that sex is just sex. I don't care how much he says that he loves me and that I'm different. It ( Read more... )

I don't know what to believe in.

By the time New Year's Eve had rolled around, my boyfriend had finally found spare time. We went out to dinner and walked around New York, not standing in the middle of Times Square because it's far too crowded not to mention cliche to watch the ball drop. We wanted to bring it in our own way. So with my hand in his, we walked around aimlessly in ( Read more... )

I'm so proud of him. I hate using that word because it seems trite and like he never impressed me before, but being with him now as he goes through this whole promotional process is enlightening to say the least. I've never had to work this hard to promote any film. He's everywhere. I watched him host Saturday Night Live last weekend and I just ( Read more... )

I hope everyone's watching my boyfriend being a huge creep on SNL.

It's always hard for me to formulate words for all of the emotions, to summarize in sentences and paragraphs why I call him at three in the morning just to say that I miss him. It's been over a year since we started this thing of ours, the one that goes on and off but is bound to remain a constant in my life. Elijah has always been the one person ( Read more... )

Every time I try to sign onto AIM, it tells me that my buddy list and icon are not currently available. I hate AIM ( Read more... )

I miss Tobey already. It's not like we'd been talking all that much in the past few months, but he was one of those people that knew me better than most. Just like Marla was. It seems that everyone that I relied on at one point or another tend to drop off like flies ( Read more... )

I don't know why but everytime I go to update this it all feels really wrong. Everything isn't as easy as I would like to think that it is. I want to be with you, and not just right now. I've always wanted to be with you and I know that it'll stay that way. I just know you've always liked being able to change things from the way they are to the way ( Read more... )

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