i feel like there is more going on with this than i am aware of ( Read more... )

colosal.
blahhhhhhhhhhhh.
i have things i want to say
and
i need to write more freely
so i guess its hand written tonight.

that bothers me.
i'm backwards in the head.
your white slip ons have been treading on my brain too much.

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I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF LATELY.
regardless of the many ways i've been slacking off.
kudos.
sometimes it feels good to pat yourself on the back for some things.
i can't wait for creative writing.
you have no idea the thoughts that little book holds.

jenna got herself a math tudor.
:]

my week is rounding out so well ( Read more... )

I wish you all could have been in the car with me today and saw what I'm really like when I'm happy.
cheek to cheek smiles.
singing so loud.
it's almost laughable.
well, minus the almost.
commute buds.

i think i can't exist without a carmel mocciato[sp?] in the morning.
this is def. messing with my sleeping as late as possible thing.

i'm sorry for hurting my friends feelings.
i'm sorry that i have to write everything out and just focus on it by myself rather than talk about it.
because i know you're all there.
i know it.
it was never about you not being there
it was always about me pushing you away.

I'm taking a break from this.

If I read, I still bomb those quizes ( Read more... )

i feel like i could disappear and no one would notice until they needed me for something ( Read more... )

they played cascada x everytime we touch in the quad today and everyone started dancing and moving to the music ( Read more... )